Has anyone else noticed that the energy this year has been… well… challenging? In fact, haven’t we all kind of been getting the crap kicked out of us this year? I know I have… But it’s all about to get better (yes, really).
Here’s what happened, why it happened, and why it’s about to change. So, if it’s been a volatile year for you, take a deep, relaxing breath, and watch today’s video.
Coaching Call #283 is out! The topic of this week’s call is: How Can She Stop Feeling Like An Imposter As A Med Student?
This caller is a medical student, who isn’t sure whether or not she’s cut out to be a Doctor. She’s failed some of her exams and the pressure she felt during that time was huge. She has also dreamed of being a Doctor, but now that it’s her reality, it’s not as enjoyable as she thought it would be. One emotion that she can’t shake is that being in medical school makes her feel like an imposter. She’s beginning to wonder if she’s in denial about her ability to be a Doctor, or if she has developed a lack of trust in her manifesting power.
What was going on with her vibration leading up to her exams? Why is the reality of being in medical school so different to how she thought it would be? Is she truly cut out to be a Doctor, or is she, as she believes she is, an imposter, who doesn’t have want it takes to qualify?
Listen in to find out more!
This call is for you if you’re studying for a profession but it’s not how you thought it would be, and you’re struggling with your ability to make the grade.
For those of you who watch me regularly, you may have noticed that I’ve been absent for a while – which isn’t the first time that has happened. For my longtime viewers, you’ll know that I have a tendency to sometimes just disappear for a while, without any warning. It’s not like I get any warning either, but then I come back, all happy and shiny saying “I’ve levelled up!” Well, today is no exception. So, ta-da! I’m back with some exciting news, and have some new things going on that I want to tell you about. I also have a little bit of an admission for you: 2017 has been, to put it lightly, a challenging year for me.
This is what I want to talk to you about today, because I know I’m not the only one to have been challenged this year. Pretty much everyone I’ve been talking to feels that the’re coming out of the very same fog.
My challenges in 2017
Every year I leap forward, leap forward, and leap forward, but in 2017 I was just hitting the wall. So, I had to take a step back and clean up a whole bunch of stuff. In fact, I was forced to in preparation for, what I believe, will be another big leap forward for me.
So, if you’ve been getting your ass kicked this year, if you’ve been getting the shit kicked out of you all year, I want you to know you are absolutely not alone.
Why your resistance is manifesting faster
The energy that is all around us, the energy that we are made of, the energy that makes up this entire hologram, is getting faster and lighter. It’s also less dense, which means it’s speeding up. And what happens as part of that effect is that things will manifest faster and will be more obvious. Which means, if you have resistance coming up (and who doesn’t), it’s going to come up a lot faster and more obviously than it used to, and it’s going to hit you harder.
Before now, you would have gotten just a whisper, and then a few weeks later, a little comment like “Hey! I’m trying to get your attention here.” But instead of this happening over a period of months, this is now happening within hours and days. It’s getting faster, it’s getting more obvious, and it’s getting more… brutal. Which means, pretty much everyone I know is getting the shit kicked out of them.
But, the good news is (and you may have already noticed this), there is an end to the madness; there is a lightening up. As I have, during the last 2 weeks, a lot of you might have felt there’s now an end to it and that you’re finally coming out of the fog.
As you know, I’m always happy to disclose information; I’m not embarrassed at all to do it. I actually got, not just hit with a frying pan, more like, I was hit with what felt like a baseball bat to the brain. I was out with Sciatica for a couple of weeks, and at a time when I was all ready to go. I was doing fantastic, really running forward, and then, I got hit with a lot of pain. It was the kind of pain where you just cannot move, and it took me 2 weeks to clear it. And by “clear it”, I mean, I figured out what this manifestation was all about; I figured out what it was trying to tell me. And so, I knocked that shit off; I released the resistance. I realized that my manifestation was about me trying to control things a little bit too much. I wasn’t trying to control things by a lot, but I was trying to control things, and that controlling was enough to shut me down. I’ve learned that I can’t do that anymore, because the energy is moving much too quickly. And therefore, just a small piece of resistance can really lay you up now. And I’m not saying this to scare anybody; I’m just explaining to you what has already been happening.
So, if you’ve been getting the crap kicked out of you, it really is because we’ve been going through this cleaning out period. We’re in the “Preparing the Platform Period,” where we are getting really stable, and we’re getting rid of the old crap, because where we’re going, we can’t take any of that with us.
The 3rd dimension to the 5th dimension
We are shifting from the 3rd dimension to the 5th dimension and we can’t take any of those fears, the old control issues, the neuroses, or the crazy bitch behavior with us. We can’t take it into the 5th dimension; it just can’t abide there.
I know this year has probably been difficult for a lot of you, and I apologize for not being here in the last few weeks to support you through it, but I was dealing with my own crap, too. I was getting epiphany, after epiphany, after epiphany, and I was also dealing with a fair amount of fatigue. I did a lot of sleeping to try and rebalance that out.
The energy here in the U.S.
One of the other things that happened to me is that I underestimated how much the energy in the United States would affect me. I live in a pretty neutral place, I’m in Boise, Idaho, where the energy really isn’t that volatile, but it is very volatile in the United States. I just moved here a little over a year ago, and I’ve been trying to acclimate to the energy ever since. I really didn’t think it would take me so long to do it; I underestimated the impact it would have on me. So that played into all of this other mess as well, but now, I really feel that I’m in a much more stable place. So, here I am again!
It wasn’t that I didn’t want to make videos during that time, it wasn’t that I was embarrassed to show you what was going on, it was more, I wasn’t inspired to make a video, which meant I couldn’t go anywhere near the camera.
Better news for 2018
The good news from all of the sources that I have access to, which are mostly non-physical, is that 2018 is going to be a lot easier. It’s going to be a smoothing out, and not just globally, but personally, too. We’re not going to be feeling all this volatile change anymore in quite the same way. 2017 is now coming to a close, but you will probably have a little more cleaning out to do in December, so don’t be surprised if that happens. I’m not trying to make predications here, I’m just telling you what I’m getting, and you can do with that what you want. But, if you want somebody to tell you it’s going to get easier – I’m here to tell you it’s going to get easier! So, let’s look forward to that!
Some exciting news and some changes
If you’ve been with me for a while, the “Things are going to change” sentence is par for the course when I come back from these unscheduled sabbaticals. As you know, I usually come back and say “We’re going to change something on the blog!” And yep, true to pattern, we’re going to change something on the blog. It might take me a while to do it, because I’ve got a lot going on, a lot of really exciting things going on. But, the one thing I’ve had an epiphany about is that sitting here doing a video in my office isn’t actually that much fun for me anymore (although I’ve got a great office now). So, I started thinking about what would be more fun. I sat myself down, and said “Ok, you don’t what this anymore, what do you want?” And I realized that what I want is more personal interaction. So, we’ve come up with an idea where I will, at some point (this is going to take a few months to set up), come to where you guys live and have something like a town hall meeting, or a meet up where I’m answering questions live. We’ll film the meetings and put them on the blog.
It’s going to take me a week to get this all organized, and yes, I’m holding myself to it by announcing it publicly, but I will be sending out a survey to you guys. If you’re reading this, and you’re not on the email list, get on it, via my homepage, to make sure you get this notification.
The survey will ask you where you are in the world, what your region is, and where your city is. It doesn’t just have to be in the United States, either. I’m a world traveler, and I’m going to be doing more of that again next year. I didn’t travel internationally last year, which was the first year in a long time. But I’m absolutely happy to go where you guys are and bring a video crew with me. So, if you’d like me to come to your hometown and have a conversation with you, in a town hall meeting kind of way, then look out for that survey. Hopefully, in the next week or so, we will get that out to you. Let me know if you want me to come and see you as we will be starting this early next year. We’re probably not going to get it done this year, in terms of coming to where you are, since it’s November already.
Reality Academy is coming!
The other big piece of news that I have for you is that we’ve finally set a date, well, the month, not the day of the month yet, for Reality Academy. I know a lot of you have been asking “When’s it coming? When’s it coming?” I’m super excited about it, and it appears everybody is super excited about it too. And so, we’ve now set a date; it’s happening in January 2018. If you want to know what that’s all about, you can go and check it out here. Watch the video, and get on the waiting list if you want to be one of the first people to know right when it comes out.
The date is set, and no matter what happens, we are going to bring that program to you. I’m super excited about it because all the stars are aligning, and it’s getting so good you guys; it’s getting so frigging good!
Hopefully you haven’t missed me too much, but if you have, let me know! You could see this blog post as a little positive message: Yes, it’s been sort of shit, but it’s about to get really good again. Good stuff is coming, new energy is coming in, and the spring cleaning phase is hopefully mostly over. It doesn’t mean there won’t be any more resistance, but it is going to get a lot easier again.
So, I’m definitely looking forward to next year, and I will be showing up again for the rest of the year. And, like I said, I will actually be coming to see YOU next year. I’m super excited about that. Oh my God; I cannot wait to give smooshy, smooshy hugs to everybody in person.
Until next week, I want to thank you for bringing your light to the world. Sending you all smooshy, smooshy, happy shiny puppy hugs.